Think how the air stood 
still, alone without noise
no pointy toed raccoon feet
crunching fall leaves
a thin silence in troubled air
stirring up emotion 
suddenly a strong hold
around your memories
collected, bought, inherited 
photographs a span
tender good years 
before reality hits 
from an ice cold fist 
punching at you
alone boxes about the feet
more and more memories 
closing in on you
deepening depression 
Hitchcock's Vertigo 
remember change is a good thing  (so said )
lost tears in the shower
unable to let go 
so you stayed drunk for days
forgetting there is no time
ignoring last weeks eviction notice
less than 48 hours 
final decision to flee
or be thrown into the street
mid morning 
amid neighbors rising shades
maintenance men ring of keys
suddenly heart a flee
you must leave
the premises 
with everything ...
boxes, furniture old and new
pots and the dirty dishes you forgot to wash
the cat, the dog and all children's toys
a lifetime unless taken 
will be discarded in next day trash
permission pickers 
pulling for nice remnants 
treasure trinkets from another life
do you remember 
the heaviness upon chest
the ball chain burden pulling neck
forcing one to heave into a clear moment 
enduring the frigidity 
reality challenged
conformity that of a castaway 
a birth 
older, not much wiser 
yet still able to dream 
a virgin vision of life
© 2010 Lepadah
From: trkyounger (trkyounger)
Last Visit: 1:36 PM
To: lepadahxxx
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Posted: Nov 09 10 01:38 PM
Message: 
...this shyt is goooooood
forcing me to go back
wow
Peace
obatala
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